April 10th, 2014
Loving San Diego 🌴☀️ (at La Jolla Cove)

Loving San Diego 🌴☀️ (at La Jolla Cove)

Sushi date with my Hingshongshingmyoki 🇯🇵🍱🍣🍚 🍺🍶@tinglis (at Tokie’s Japanese Restaurant & Sushi Bar)

Sushi date with my Hingshongshingmyoki 🇯🇵🍱🍣🍚 🍺🍶@tinglis (at Tokie’s Japanese Restaurant & Sushi Bar)

Meet Phish, the cutest cat ever. She likes playing with plastic bags and hiding under the couch. 🐱😍🐟

Meet Phish, the cutest cat ever. She likes playing with plastic bags and hiding under the couch. 🐱😍🐟

Thesis Crunch Time 📚📖🇺🇸🇨🇳🇫🇷🇯🇵🌍🌎🌏☕️🐐 #funfunfun #globalization #culture (at Fair Folks & a Goat)

Thesis Crunch Time 📚📖🇺🇸🇨🇳🇫🇷🇯🇵🌍🌎🌏☕️🐐 #funfunfun #globalization #culture (at Fair Folks & a Goat)

Can’t.

I don’t know if I can see you anymore. Not because I don’t want to, because I want to be with you more than I want to be alive. You inspire me in ways I didn’t think were possible. You challenge me emotionally, intellectually, and physically. I crave you morning, day, and night. Why did you make me fall for you? Why were you so sweet and kind to me? Why did you entice me? … If you didn’t feel the way I feel about you…

The thought of losing you devastates me. At first I thought I was okay with our situation that I would be okay with our situation. Now I don’t know what way is up or down. Now you make me as enthusiastic for life as you make me confused for life. Now you make me as happy as you make me depressed.  I’m anxious when we are apart, because I have no idea how you feel or what you are thinking. But when we are together the world makes sense again, as almost if my concerns were unreasonable and all in my head.

 Why would you do this to me? When you love someone you should be happy or excited for them, you shouldn’t put them down at the prospects of their future or dreams. When you love someone you should pay attention to them, you shouldn’t avoid them throughout your day. When you love someone time no longer matters, you shouldn’t have to schedule them into your busy schedule.

I guess you don’t love me the way that I love you, and that’s fine. Relationships aren’t meant to work all the time or last. I guess you’re not my one in a million, the one that makes the world make sense again. Time wasn’t on our side. Don’t tell me I’m dramatic, or hormonal because this is how I truly feel…

 It’s just not mutual, and like I said that’s fine… eventually I will be okay. What I feel for you is crazy, and in order for me to feel sane again and find my path I must say goodbye. It’s not what I want, because I’d do anything for you. But I’m forced to ask myself if this is worth it, and if you don’t feel the same, it isn’t.  Therefore, I don’t know if I can see you anymore.

I hope you understand.

September 12th, 2013
I would get my canvas bag strap caught in between a citibike and it’s dock, and have no other choice but to cut it with a borrowed knife from the Halal cart on the street corner. #classic #citibikeproblems #ptsd

I would get my canvas bag strap caught in between a citibike and it’s dock, and have no other choice but to cut it with a borrowed knife from the Halal cart on the street corner. #classic #citibikeproblems #ptsd

July 17th, 2013
Early going away surprise from my Disney family ☺💐 #flowers #summer #idontwanttoleave

Early going away surprise from my Disney family ☺💐 #flowers #summer #idontwanttoleave